Irreplaceable day #2

Didnt do any shits today
Emo kia at home whole day
Its bored yeah
Holiday is pretty bored

Im gonna lock myself in the room
Being strong is too tired for me
Since dad likes to forbid me from goin out then its okayy I lock I myself in room
Tis could also let me get rid of his asking n scolding n yelling or whatever u name it
Sometimes I just what do u want from me?
One of my fav past time is sleeping on my fluffy bed
If im out u scold me for goin out, but if im at bed sleeping u scold me for sleeping too?
Seriously I felt stress
To do or to not do is hard
I feel lik commit suicide tat sec

I suddenly felt tat life was quite meaningless
Wat for being so obey while everybody think tat its a must.
Does it bother u whether im a alive
Tis is insane!

Imy
Whats ur status meaning?
U're refering to?
I don wanna ask cos I scare tat it wasnt me.

titanium

nice song intro by gordon

its a song by david guetta
lyrics were nice though

Irreplaceable day #1

He arrived at 12.08am last nite.
Felt gladful tat he's reaching safely

Eatly morning wake up n call his malaysia num
But I totally forgotten tat he had left me.
Tears drop thru my cheek suddenly
Told him in fb
Once again he said tat one year very fast to past by
Guess he reli dunno wat to comfort me anymore

Out wit carmen n valerie eat lido pan mien

Went to cp to company carmen go take off her extension
Supeeerrr long to wait
yoyo wit carmen, mandy, jeremy n val

Get scold by dad when home cos goin to a movie lagi
Watched ah Beng wit mandy, carmen, Jeremy n dex yeh
Err I think the movie is too geng in advertising lor.
But m gonna watch second time cos we miss a lot in front

Headed to jaypee shisha
Yeahh gossips lol
got Home after tat while they go for some drinks

Well nobody can replace him in my heart.
I can assure u tat no one can.

Its the day

Morning wake up n go port view wit family
As we r invited to a event organised by the teo chew association

Went to sil's house n fetch few blue house member bac there.
Headed to the airport wit eunice.
I finally saw him
He was busy check in at first
Standed at the information counter n wait him
Finally he's done n we can talk liao
But out of a sudden my tears start rolling down badly

He cuddle me up n comfort me says that one year very fast to past by, I could see him in a glimpse
He whispered n said he scare to c me crying cos he will feel sad n bu she de oso
Taking picha wit him in a crying face
I hug him tightly for quite a long moment
His cousin helped us to take picha too
I was too sad to smile
Whenever he look at me, my tears came running down again.
I just cant stop crying for one whole hr

His sis look at me smiling knowing tat I wasnt okayy at all
For this one moment, I hope tat he wouldnt leave me alone.
I hold my tears n hug him goodbye n turn away
My tears continued to drop
Crying while driving.
Tis is so bad
Used up all my tissues

Ket min was right
I will still cry without onion
I felt so sad
The sadness tat nothing can describe my feeling
Time past so fast when we're together
Sighs

It was raining just now
Guess that god oso crying for me though
Cried during bath just now
I think I will still cry omg.

I reli miss u Gordon Wong!!
Reli do.
Counting down 11 months till u're bac in kk

Emoooo

Yes I feel so down today
He's leaving tomorrow

Most of my peeps say I will cry badly tomorrow
But just now went home I edi started to cry
I know I will miss him tons

I feel tears rolling inside my eyes while talking about him in car wit eunice
I was reli sad
He'd reli knew me well
He will speak out for me whenever I don feel lik talking

Hanging out wit him makes me gt those safety feeling
Nobody knows me lik how he does
Im sad n down

Two hours of teardrops would not change his depart
He said tat I could hug him as long as I can tomorrow
But all I ever ask for is not to leave me alone
Sigh sending him away in swollen eyes :(

I hope our taiwan trip can reli on cos he's the best guy I ever met!
Imy Gordon Wong Ket Hung!
I reli do
U know I mean it dont u?

Cny day #6

Its a bad bad day
Im quite emo
Reli emo
Send yapp's flight at 9.30am
I almost cried but didnt

Yapp has been brothers wit me n gordon since junior one
Now he's goin to kl for a levels

bye yapp! :(

group photo!!

Went to yamcha wit feli, clement n gordon
Headed to cp after tat
Its been a long time since I go there.
Headed to lintas to find saloon for gordon
But the outcome was no saloon open there

Fetched eunice at erica soh de house
Straight go lintas upperstar yamcha
Heyy missy
I never knew u lik me so much
Even when I pass by ur freakin shop
Ur fren would wake u up just to come out n see me?
Stalk me la diao o0o

Finally saw gordon's cous
Ket min
Friendly enuf
Tomorrow go airport again

Farewell gordon lol

Cny day #5

Nothing much to say today
Morning watch tv till late noon
Finally went to Starbucks wit my monkey Catherine n of course Nicole Lai

Ordered caramel frapuccino n peach danish for myself :D

Went to uncles house for family dinner
Wat a wasted nite!
Goin to send yapp's flight tomorrow
Buddy I will miss ur jokes
Bon voyage!