sometimes in life i really wonder,
whether life is like mathematics?
1+1=2
but wat reality was 1+1 doesnt really equal to 2
sometimes 1+1 can maybe equal to zero too.
thinking back how well that i treat everybody in my life,
im proud to say im always too kind to ppl and get myself stuck into trouble.
sometimes i do wish life come with instructions so i may know wat step shud i take.
life is too complicated.
this world is no more like the old times.
everybody has a motive.
its hard to find frens who may really appreciate u. as time goes by,u may realize there are lots of faker around u. always ended up treating ppl nice but which they don even deserve my respect.
disappointments and backstabbs
saying sugar coated shit in front of u,but behind u is lik a crazzy woman scolding u as if u killed their family.
i aint no willy wonka. please don lie in front of me
im just a normal 19 year old girl who wish that i could live my life till the fullest.
and some ppl just tend to treat u nice
ive gone thru this a lot
guys coming up to u become friends wit u just for the sake of chasing ur close friends
i dunno why.
i just tend to look down on these peoples.
wat for treating ppl so nice when all they wanted was just ur connections?
i admit that im not pretty not smart not rich
but at least i got a heart where i treat ppl the way they deserve.
i just lose hope in life.
i hope i could have a peace of mind to know wat am i up to.
