Teary

Wat happened to us??
Wat make us here lik this?
Why?how?

Im sick of being strong
I hate to act lik a superwoman in front of u
Im just a girl, just an ordinary girl which u can easily spot on the street
Yelling n shouting to u makes me sick
U know how much I hate to treat u lik tis dont u ?

At least gimme a reason
U never know how much u hurt when u yell at me just now
Im trying to b caring
But wat i've gt
U arent answering me

Send u a text but guess tat u wont reply though
Sigh sigh sigh

Its movie dayy woots!

Went to watch 那些年 wit the gangs!
Woohoo cath, cy, lionel, Michelle, xian, haw yii, gui tze, nicole lai, grace, dianne, tzyy ming, kuo, little kuo n me!!
Biggest gang ever!!
We all make noise lik hell lol laugh n shout n cy them all kip telling wat will happen next hahahaha

The movie was so damn awesome!!!
Cried lik hell, tears ran down without notice :/
A very touching movie.
When watching the movie, only person tat ran thru my mind was him.
Yes it was him! Never thought why
mayb it was similar?
Idk

Went to Starbucks after tat
Bought ny choco cream chip n peach danish before going to tution
My lunch lol
Tution wit feli
Gossip wit dianne too!
Just known something lol positive bha dianne positive!!!

Having tution tomorrow again
Yes I reli nid an A for my P.A
God bless!!

sweet! aren't there?

trailer! :D

Monday bluuuueeee

Its moanday!
Yes!!! MOAN-day
Boredom? Check!
Emo? Check!
Tears? Check!

And yeah alright its a bad day for me today!! Wth
Early morning gt lecture by dad
Whole morning! Walao ehh!
Excuse me la everyday compare me wit those super duper noob ppl n ask me go for scholarships?
I think u gt a big prob in ur head dude!!
Hate tis topic lik seriously!

I cry oso get scold!
Wat happen dude?
Urghh im not a girl tats strong enuf to cover every lil scar of mine
Im just a stupid student aight

Went to tution after tat
Din saw him he went at morning
Kip on spam my P.A lol
Tis is my style, accounting makes me feel much more better
plan for tomorrow de movie!!!
Na xie nian!!
I wanna watch it badly! It would b a big gang watching with them alright!!
Cant wait n wanna drink starbucks babeh!



Time to move on yo!
I don giv a damn to wat happen to him
I just hope tat we wont argue anymore lol!
I hate to say tis but everything can argue two times we r reli insane la lol

Its not my day :/

Sigh sigh sigh!!!
Expectation disappoints
I never knew he wont go tution today!!
Sad la sien
Tis was not okayy at all

Im not okayy at all.
I texted but no replies.
Wat happened?
Yes im moody

Tomorrow tution at yin han again wit him I guess
But sigh I don think he's going
Even though goin he will just act cool

Its saturday!

Say cheese babeh!

Morning go club to hav breakky wit my baby melvin
Around lunch time went saloon wit mummy to get my front hair cut
Had a snapshot wit the girl above
She's mommy's fren's daughter aiya short form = auntie's daughter la
Hahaha n she was actually estelle's cousin!!
Wat a small world

Went to yin han's after tat for tution
Not in the mood at all
He don giv a damn wat I say
Sigh
It was a suffering 2 hrs tution
I ask is he reli nid to leave right after tution
But not even 2 mins he ran away edi
Haiz fine fine fine!!!
Wat happened to us? Was my real question
I knew theres something.

Tomorrow 1.30 gt yin han again
Wit him.
Hope it will turn okayy for the situation
#wish

Went to cousins graduation dinner just now
So bored so kip text wit my baby melvin. Nothing to do bha

Sigh im tired. Tired of everything.
Good nite n sugary dreams peeps!

Orientation dayy

Pheww wat a day
It was so tiring
Lead those junior one's to play with us
Two words nan gao!!!

Omgee nowadays de junior one reli changed a lot compare to our years
Felt tat so old lol!

Played water war n ball wars!!!
Woahh so chi kit!!!
Grabbing water using pail, bottles, water gun, n watever thing tat can fill in water.

Went to club with Adrian them all just now to clean up n bath
Saw randy, my baby melvin (kidding), n khai loon
Kept on liu him lol

Went to the station 360 wit the gang just now! They went to suria dyy but I nid to go home cos no place in the car

Went to Logos Hope after went bac home
Saw ham su, yapp, jerry n clement! No alvin quek hahaha cant play him dyy
Had ice cream n cake on the ship!
Bought a sudoku book too
Thank you daddy


Ice cream!



Quotes found by erica soh khuan ming!



He was driving the ship

N yes we gt a cold argue I guess??
First time tat I think tat having him in a same place wit me was tat so suffering for me!! I totally don wanna talk!
Yes house things again!!! Again n again!! I know if it continues tomorrow mayb our history will replay again!!!
Not even a week!!!
Sheet!!! Urghh totally mad right now so I chose to confront him in silence!!!


I reli scare i'm uncontrollable, him too we will just argue lik earth n mars :(((

Fine nid to stop now. I reli do wanna act lik I don care but somehow u just make me disappointed cos u spoil my quality time wit u......

Gonna go club tomorrow to hav breakfast wit my melvin baby hahaha

Science day!!!

Sci was......hard for me lol!!!
Effing hard mayb its becos I din study real hard for it tats y

I even answered hilarious ans for my paper 2!!!
Question: wat is the method used by the juice company to kip tge juice preserve?
My ans: how I know ohh? I don work in a juice company lol!

Haha lol after tat went Jerome's house again!
Flags! Pom poms hahaha
So tired lea!

Went to yen ai yamcha just now!
Its cool to hangout though
We kept joking around!
Saw jordan, jeremy n jet lol

Home sweet home at 10.15pm
Thanks to jason for fetching me !

Changed new layout lik finally!!
It will b a busy day tomorrow sta tuned!

Add math day @.@

Urghh wat a day!!!
Phew finally no more add math in my life lol!!
Its effing hard. Don even know whether I can score a C o not! =.="

Drove to skul during the afternoon session n went to lunch wit Cheryl! :D
Ate pan mian again!! Hahaha but when we arrive de time no ppl lea!!
So it arrive fast but not until 10 min those ppl come in packs just lik butterfly looking for honey lol

Went to help feli buy ji dan zai!!
N gt my body wet!!
Her ji dan zai so slow!! N the rain was getting heavy :/
I hate rain cos it makes me feel like its gotta flood!
Finally arrive skul in a very save situation! :D

Its science tomorrow!!!
I hope won chan would soare me his objective ans!!!
M do bad in sci!! N I hate sci too lol!

Was in a swag mood!
But fetch him home reli sooth my mood although it was just a short distance.

House meeting again at Jerome's place tomorrow!!
He is so gonna effing leave me behind again! Hate it but no solutions lol
Gonna date my carmen after tat cos I wanna go shisha!!! XD

Its add maths tomorrow!!!

Gahh add math tomorrow!!! How???
Only solution: do watever that u know!

Had breakfast wit carmen, dexter, sarah n vincent at xin wang ban mian just now!
Went to merdeka after tat.
Yeah then bac to their home.

N yeah u can say I don care. Bout studyy
Bur heyy it was just a simple hangout on a daytime lol
I still wont giv a damn as I nid some time to relax too lol
WATEVER I don giv a damn lol

Just now fui seng told me something which shocked me up
Oops!!! He told me he broke wit mandyy edi!!
Ohh my poor guy!! Kip cheering him up lol.

N yeah gt my 5 gum edii!! Smell so nice lea
Tempest n React! :D


Want some? Come get it from me then! :D

Btw it was my last tution at Valentine's edi!!!
M gonna miss his tution so much as he always talk a lot of silly jokes to me n help ne improve my maths.
Thank you teacher!!!!
Faster go marry lor I wanna attend ur wedding badly!!
His 28 tis yr, rich n handsome!
If interested pls lemme know i'll help u intro :P

Picha time


Group photo wit teacher :D



Feli n teacher



Me n joshua



Me n teacher :D

Ass-pee-am day 5

Urghh moral today
Tat tudung po wanna say tgat I cheat using small notes
But heyy! U HAV NO EVIDENCE! Try me
So last last that short guy lemme off the hook! N ask me don do it again next time lol!

Its a waste of time of u to catch me la.
I hav no notes no cellphone no nothing!

Nothing much today but gonna go for add math tution!!!
Woohoo!!! Add math I hope tat I can score 50 marks from u!!!
Pleeasse!!! I nid to score at least a C grade!

Just gt home after dinner wit carmen, sarah n vincent :D
They went lava dyy but im staying at home as im having ass-pee-am :(
But nvm!!! Hahaha cos.........
tomorrow can go yamcha wit them! At damai xin wang!! XD



He's sick again! :((
M so worried!
Sigh take care of urself pleeassse
Don work too hard on house de things ehh take some rest bha!




Its been a long time I din take stupid pics like tis :P

Its 2011 2011!!!

Woah wat a nice date isit!!!
Its more yeng if its 20:11
Nothing much today as ik very lazy to study my moral!


Im just wondering
During our primaries,
The papers will b lik tis:
Answer true or false
We shud help our family members to do household chores_ true!
But in secondaries:
It will b lik tis :
Huraikan tiga nilai berdasarkan petikan di atas.
Ans: ohh man!!! I dunno anything about nilai!


Lol!! Its such a big diff
Tis is life!!!


N kan I saw astro say the new year mv will b shooting at peak nam tong at 8am!!
But hey!! Our exams starts at 8 too!!
It just means tat we cant go!! :(


Carmen whatsapp me to ask me out but due to ass pee am I cant out!!! Urghh! :(

Quotes!!!

Aww I just saw some quotes from twitter!!
They r so true so I would lik to post it up here to share wit ya all! :D


Im not single.im in a long standing with fun & freedom!
When you love a song, but then after hearing it on the radio 108765231264334345 times you're just like --
Your mistake should be ur motivation not ur excuses!
"Im happy for you" is the hardest lie u can say to the special person in ur past when they found soneobe special to love
Dont ever think tat relationship is like an account tat u could log in n log out whenever u want to
Nothing is better than having someone as ur lover AND ur best fren

Cool quotes aye?? I think its quite cool to play twitter. A lot of things to update n 38 lol
Imma active twitter-er lol! Add me up maril94 :D

Ass pee am break day 2- worst day ever

Urghh its such a worst day for me today!!!
At 1st my alarm din rang n i'm late go fetch cath my monkey as we say liao go library n yamcha together.


2nd incident is that I went to pickup my brother from popular tution
I saw a guy MASTURBATING at the staircase of popular tution centre!!!
I was lik kip on scolding fuck!!!
Wat kind of person is this?
Doing tis kind of things in public???
Its a filipino or indob men I guess he is doing it in front of a pri girl!!?
I felt lik puking straight away its so DISGUSTING!!!
Dude I shud call the police n catch u up!


Incident no 3
As u all know that I was mad at him for ffg me for tution yesterday n ends up goin for add math tution instead
Then just now when I about to end tution he kip on calling me n sit infront of me
N of course my attitude was so bad as I kept on ignoring him even teacher ask me to share my kong piang to him I still ignoring
N I realise I was so wrong!!!
Im in a big trouble he was so mad n ran straight outta class n go to toilet
Of course I ran out to chase him too n ask him wat he wants n all those.


Yea u're right we argued!!
But lastly I lost lol
Kip on apologizing for any shit I had done. N gav him my share of kong piang lol
I nid to leave tution as I nid to pickup my brother from another tution.
But I felt so sry!! I knew he was mad. He never treat me lik tis before very 1st time. Felt lik wanna continue my tution so tat I can cheer him up lol


4th incident
Due to late finish from tution
N yes I gt scold n nagged by my brother as he ends tution at 3.30 but I fetch him at around 4
So he was mad lik hell
Cant stop scolding me
N I cant stop apologizing again!!!
Wth two guys in a day whom had made me apologizing non stop!!


Urghh wat a day!!!
Even mom oso laugh when she heard wat I say.


I think I nid to go for a psychologist!!!
Too much for me in a day!!!! Arghh


Im trully sry alright?
I never knew u were reli tat busy
U know I hate ppl giving empty dates dont u?
Sigh imma such a failure
No more next time seriously I swear no more next time
Im sry :(

Ass pee am break day 1

Morning wake up watch tele
Then cleaned most of the garbage in my room
N most of course is throw away those unuse papers n excercise lik sejarah papers,bm novels,english papers n lots more!!!!


Was not allowed to go jeromes house as mom think tat i'll "study" at home which is wasting my time.
Its better off I go to Jerome's place n help them out rather than stinking in my room lool.


Btw I deleted all my post before 11/11/2011 cos I wanna delete all those bad memories :D
M trying on to choose new layouts!!!
Newbie in making layout wor! :P


Was pissed!!
Urghh one sentence to describe u!
Once a liar, always a liar.
Theres no doubt about it.
U seems to lik sejarah a lot cos u cant stop repeating ur own history
Im sry but just to b straight im fed up with u!

喜爱夜蒲 lan kwai fong!

well as u all know i love to club a lot!
if not i wont b clubbing queen right?
so there's this movie about clubbing life n i love to watch it as it is so true!
hmm but on second thought tis would be a 18+ movie 
skip the sex part it was quite long 
as it got includes sex, alcohol n love!!!
n kan if u got watch till the end right its actually a very touching love story!
to me its a great movie as involves clubbing!


so i'll b sharing u tis trailer!
c if u're interested :)

Seriously why?

We fought again??
I don get it!!
Why why why???
I jus wanted to spend some quality time wit u!
Is tat something wrong??
Did I do wrong??


Yes yes yes!
I know sports n house de thing r important but u don even realize me!!!
I din go wit them but u don realize my presence


I know my place is always not in list but seriously u hurt me badly tis time.


U'll never understand how I feel....
NEVER!


Sigh let it b let it b......

Ass pee Am day 4

Just another normal exam day
Was having math papers today
Erm quite okayy but yeah I don reli know how to answer all the questions.
But my objective r mostly correct woohoo!!!


Went to Jerome's house after school.
Drove lionel to floranika to buy flowers for Michelle!!
Surprise gong!! XD
She reli get surprised by us hah!!


We finally make our flags!!!
Woohoo so worn out ehh!!
But we got pizza
Thank you auntie josephine!!! :DD


Well its time to stop now peeps!

Ass pee am day 3

Gahh its sejarah todayy!!
Becos of goin to watch greyson chance last nite I paid the price of staying up all night n burn the midnite oil


But heyy!!!!
Sejarah just now was lik kbkk only!!!
Urghh waste of time for me to studyy all night long!!!


Its maths tomorrow
Hope tat I can ace an A tomorrow :D
And and and!!!
We'll b making flags n pom pom tomorrow !! M gonna take picha!


Felt so excited cant wait till sports day!! I feel the excitement in my heart dyy


Btw m gonna yamcha wit carmen tomorrow nite wee~~~
Cant wait to meetup with them!!
If u're my reader u'll surely know how much I love them
Best cousin ever!
I miss them heaps!


Heres a photo of me before goin to welcome greyson at the airport!!!

Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines

heyy!! don b shy!!! just hit the play button!!!!

he's awesome!!!

cute n has a nice voice!!!

u'll love it trust me!!!

ass pee am day 2!

was having eng exam today!!

not that hard after all!!

hope i can get A for the 1119 cert!!!

tomorrow is sejarah day!!!

tips here n there

so i took those tips that r similar n study them

on the way of hardworking!

n heyy hitz.fm says greyson chance will arrive today at 10.45pm at KKIA flight number MH2628!

n i went there just now!!!!!!!

omg omg omg!!!!

although i cant get the chance to take any pics of him due to blur

and i touched his hair!!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg!!!

he's so adorable n cute for a 14 years old guy!!!!!!

i kept screaming!!!the atmosphere was crowded n very very greyson chance!!!!!

everybody yelling for him!!!

woahh !!!!

i cant forget him!!

he just gav me semangat to study my sejarah for tomorrow!!!

support greyson chance!!!

just in case u dunno who's greyson chance here's a picha of him :DDD

he's also the singer of the hit song now of-Waiting outside the lines!!!

well bac to my topic!!

first of all a big big thank you to my dad!!!!!

he's totally a person who dunno who is greyson chance but he jus fetch me to the airport to catch a glimpse of greyson chance!!!

n most of all dad agrees n say that he's cute!!!

my dad even got to shake hand with him as dad was standing beside his car just now!!!!!

aww dayem i missed it!!! but at least i gt something!!!!

hmmp i guess its time to bac to my sej!!!

goodluck everyone!! 60 marks can A edi le!

toodles peeps!!!

Ass pee am day 1

Well it wasnt tat bad after all,
Paper 1 was reasonable but paper 2 was lik so hard! Teacher never teached before! Urghh >(
But at least tried my best to answer all the questions!hope that I can get a B+
*Praying hard*


Okayy tis is the story!
During recess at 10.15 I went bac home, n tune on to hitz.fm trying to call in to win greyson chance tickets but epic fail somebody call in n gt 8 passes to watch him!!! :(
But then billy is goin to sell me his vip tickets! Woohoo!
But its kinda pricey aye
$50 each :/
And I found out tat gt few facebookers r actualky offering to give me tunetalk zone tix for free!!
How nice of them!!!


Fetch him todayy wee~~~~
Then tried out the new open shop
Station 360
The arisan chicken chop was dayem delicious!!!!
Cant resist
Price was reasonable highly recommend! A new place to yamcha! With wifi provided!
Good news for all of us aye?


Its eng paper tomorrow!
A's for me please!
God bless!
Thats all for today! Goodbye peeps!

i love u like a love song babeh

didn't tot tat u will answer me like that just now :(

the way u try to ignore the questions is quite funneh!!!

but that is not the answer i expected or i wanted.

all the times i tot tat i would b a special person in a special place in somewhere in ur special heart, but i guess i was wrong! :/

u said wat kind of missing im saying about...

but how i wish i could scream out aloud n say i hope u miss me everyday just like how a normal boy would miss their girl!

yes i was afraid!

afraid of saying that would get rejected by u

all the while i was keeping it in my heart n not let anybody sees thru it,

but somehow i reli cant stand it

im leaving next year!yes im leaving!!!

would u just let me go just like that or act like its nothing at all?

hmmphh guess thats we called fate.

i know its spm now, not reli a right time for me to tell u but somehow i was depressed when ur first reaction said was i wont miss you cos there's something called facebook.

what i expected was not i wanted....

i expect u to say i'll miss you lik seriously while i'll tell u n say dont let me go then!

that was why i was driving so slow on the way bac to send u home.

after that i drove so quickly, i was just so miserable,

once again u made my heart sink.

yes i am happy she was jealous that our whatsapp gt emoticons!!!

cos i want u!

not her in between us!

one of the reason i don like her is that she always come upon us while we both r discussing, while i found it annoying!

guess what?yesterday u said that u don wanna take picha wit me cos u'll sad reli make me high whole day long!!!

i din even wanted to leave u alone like that!

but i know where's my place.

result come first

then ur blue house come second

mayb im not even listed in ur list........

well at least i can b wit u during ur birthday n this coming new year eve!

i hope u could just ask me out on new year eve n celebrate new year together.

no matter whether i gt programs wit carmen or wat i still wish to celebrate wit u......

hmmph a post before ass-pee-am?

well its saturday!!

n we went to library!!!

get ffg by my carmen so din get breakfast wit my gangs!

went to library wit my study gang!

cath,feli,alvin quek, man zai, yapp, cheryl n a new member!

jason thien lol!

went to fetch him at 10! driving my beloved SA54X1E

so gin zhong cos i hardly recognize the road to his house n called him 3 times!!lol!

im just another road noob!

teached jason bm rumusan! aisehseh wat a smart ass i am!lol

then suddenly i saw HER!!!

yea its HER!!!

my heart went cold out of a sudden!

as i don wanna face her! i still gt the feel of strange!

although i can always act lik nothing in front of everybody but then i was so emo n moody.

i stopped on teaching jason.

he knew i cant cocentrate on it anymore so he asked me company him downstairs to take the second hand book from a seller.

yes! im confused!

u ruin my day!

im not angry just emo n moody

after i've known she has gone! im so RELIEVED!

its just lik taking out a tight belt outta ur waist!

thanks god!

went to bukit padang after our group study n eat chu cheong fun!!!wit sotong! hahahha

yummy!!!

always like to eat it there!!

carmen just called me !!! they were at my fav hangout spot- UP2U!!!!

urghh if it isnt becos of ass-pee-am i'll drive out lik seriously

overall i had a nice day!!! n most of all we all laugh at alvin quek becos of the prank i texted him last nite!!! it was so funny n kip calling him as my boyfie lol!! jokes! hope that kerwo wont b mad! :P

Its 11/11/2011

a shot wit feli in yin han's!

now lets talk about this special 11/11/2011

I almost cried out as it was the last day of my high school.Well to me its one of the most important day in my life

I'm so gonna miss it so much.

Mayb its nothing to anybody out there but to me sttss is lik my second home.

Im leaving for curtin on March 9 next year.

Then from now no more gap cake, birthday suprises,yelling n shouting at the corridor to ask ppl pay money, n lots more.

Especially FRIENDS!!!

Took lots of shots wit most of my frens.

Just felt so miserable n emo.

After skul headed to lecture hall n have our house meeting.

Wee~~~ blue house 2012 gonna rock ur world yo!!!!!

Celebrated surprise birthday party in yin han's.

Jessie was so touched! Happy birthday my sha po da xiang!

Had pizza n our fav chi teh ping plus sugar.

btw it will b my last bm tution in jafri's place!!! arghh damn i gonna miss it like seriously as jafri always lin c me while i always linc clement the lemon!!! memories!!!

Most of all carmen will b bac in town in few hours!!! woohhoo!!!

a shot wit shazi jason thien at lecture hall during house meeting!

its last tution at jafri's place!!! seriously i'll miss u teacher!!!

the way u lin c me is a nobody can b replaced! :')

a shot before heading for last tution!