earth hour day!

so its saturday nite!!!
earth hour day!
wee~~~
currently at ewen's house online-ing!
his house line sibeh good!
so me n tze ying went to e-fact training camp just now
talk by jude was awesome!!!
he is reli my idol!
n my housemate! jiunli!
sok foh n friendly! love her muchyy!

so uni life was getting better so far so good!
yes i got myself a bunch of frens n most of all r from sabah
just one solao from penang! Derrick! :@

ate dinner wit my peeps just now
n now we got a new member in our gang!
total consist of my gang is
tze yings, derrick, jin sim, ewen, kenneth chua, eng, amy, wee, n lai siang!

yes yes i reli miss home!!! gahh sibehh de miss
im so excited n looking forward to go bac!

uni life day #9

Went to frisbies club welcoming party the other day but yea still emo lol
Stupid ewen go steal my pencil case make me sad whole day
Plus i was so nervous when interviewed by Raymond n Adrian during the soar interview session

I reli hope I could b part of soar n join in the crew!
Yeah so been hanging out wit my sandakan peeps
Ewen, Eng, jin sim, amy,lai siang, kelvin from sibu, kenneth chua, derick from penang n last but not least!
Chung tze ying

Wooh m aiming to get HD in foundation studies
But can I do it?
Cos alexy is my tutor n lecturer in commerce math
He's the most stupid n worst teacher ive ever met! I think even mr poong oso can win him ohh
Broken English n makes mistakes in tons of questions!
Gahh

So ive been receiving tis msg since I went thru ur blog tis morning
Access denied? Kthxbai!
I understand wat u wanna express edi

Disappoinments

Its spm releasing date
Heaven or hell just depends on the result
Unfortunately I only gt 2a's
How pathetic was tat
Nothing can describe my feeling now

I felt so guilty to my dad now
I remember during pmr I gt the same result as now, mom was furious but daddy still comfort me ask me cheer up n do better in spm
N now I hav totally failed him
I had try my best to aim A especially sejarah n BM
I expected for a least of 3a
I reli felt so guilty n helpless
N daddy is sick now
I miss my dad so much
I miss home
I knew crying doesnt help, but I just cant stop tears from rolling this moment.

Skip my tutorial at 3.
Join clubs lik no rasa jiang
Joined curtin volunteer, volleyball club, frisbies club and e-fact
Dint manage to sign up for aiesec.
The booth has no one
Totally not in mood doin anything

Called cheryl n feli
It was bad our result were horrible.

Orientation nite

Fortunately we gt two orientation nite
One was organized by university life on Thursday nite n another one was organized by student council on Saturday nite
The first orientation nite was at the rec hall
Enjoyed a lot of performance by the degrees.
Whoops gt so much fun tat nite. Dancing all along together so great!
Home at 11.30 aint it late?
But yeahh starting to love ma skul thou

Considering to join the AISSEC organization n CV
CV means curtin volunteer
Both r meaningful clubs tat r under university life
Time to b somebody who contributes to the community!
Gonna sign up my name during Grand club expo

The second orientation nite was Hmm a nice place
We had city tour during morning session n went to this recreation club name as KRP
Had lots of fun during the team building session as we play something name as shuffling, rugby, futsal, bsb, frisbies, tug of war n so on.

Dinner was okok only la not too impressing
Made a new fren name Eng!
Still intro me new place lagi!
Trying to coop up wit ppl now!
Its way much diff than in high school!

Uni life day #2

Its tze ying's birthday
Happy 18th darling!
Muah official to club
Had some simple breakfast at dua puluh sen
Went to campus for registration today!
Finally gt our student id

Units I gt for this sem are IT, commerce math (which I totally hav no idea wat's tat), moral studies, writing n research skills n my most interested business management

Went to activate my IT lab access card, photocopy absec card, library activation n so on

Had a simple celebration wif tze ying in her room
A bottle of cola, a pack of chipsters n my laptop wit on call 36 movie in it

Prepared ourselves after tat
Cos we r goin out wit our seniors tonight
Went to bintang megamall
Wit amanda, Luther, grace ( gm's daughter of station one), joyce jenny, another birthday girl too for today! And last but not least our kind driver amanda

Had dinner at station one
The singer today so leng zai!
Although gt tattoo at the foot but still! Awww amazing voice he had!
Had the happy birthday song n so on

Home at 10!
Had phone call wit mamma :D
I miss my room, my troll buddies n babes!

uni life! day #1

so uni was awesome?
nahhh!!!!

orientation week we've gt!
had our breakfast n lunch at school canteen!
briefing was urghh!!!
bored!!!!
small town ohh miri!

no leng zai here, even if gt oso study engineering one!
went to permyjaya de mcD
i know ive promised myself not to eat fast food here but no choice
cos we went there wit tze ying's fren, Luther!
nice guy!
we met a new fren too, amanda
both senior of ours, studying year 1 sem 2!

went home at around 6?
lol!
went to play uno wit tze ying!
so u can see how bored our life is huh?
yamcha? so dangerous out there lol!

well i dunno if u saw tis,
y do u try to ignore?
u saw her saying tat i miss u dont cha?
who cares? whatever~
even if u saw u wont giv a damn n tats ur style its not the first time u treat me lik tis.
she sent u a picha of me reading a book in a library n u go offline!

i knew ur comp is ruined edi,
i guess anson get scold by u aye?
dont get mad, everything will b okayy.
i wanted to ask u if u had repaired it or bought a new one.
cos i heard tat theres few important design in the previous comp

sometimes i try my best not to thinking of u
but the feel of being alone in this small place without u beside me was reli awful.
did u miss me?
did u?
cos i miss u lik hell! :(

My last nite in kk

M leavin tomoro
Went to pi dan sui jiao for breakfast wit my peeps.
Im gonna miss them!
Alvin the handsome, clement the stalker n ricky the cocker

Went skul after tat but everyone left
Went for movie wit may, Cheryl, alvin, ricky, clement n fanny
Watched the lorax!

It was a meaningful movie!
All about environment, we shud plant real trees instead of fake one!
Last movie wit them
Dunno when then will gt the chance to hang around together again.

Fetched my cheryl home. Aww not goin to fetch her anytime soon anymore! :/
Went 360 yamcha wit crystal
I miss this big girl badly!

Upperstar lintas for farewell
Fetched him
Im gonna miss him prettyy muchh!
He's always the most important in my heart!
ALWAYS! 3 months is tough for me, tough enuf cos I cant see him!
He doesnt hav a webcam as far as I know! Damn it!

Upperstar wit feli, clement, jason, alvin, nicole, ricky n ah kun!
Fetched him home.
Well the confession thingy was totally lame
Cos I only manage to say actually I lik u for four years edi
N he was lik oh okay bye.

Well sad man totally sad.
N im leavin tomoro dafuq.
Cried lik hell

Its Wednesday

Last two days dafuq!
Sighhh m leaving in 2 days
I know i'll miss him real bad
According to my miri fren, james, Miri no water for tis week.
Goshhh n im goin at Friday alreadyy
Sakai ji le!

Went to lintas sheng rou mian for breakfast!
Alvin spend :DDD
Thanks to my peep! They let me to decide watever I wanna eat for tis week cos im leavin
I know they will miss me hahaha punya ss :P
Without my guys, I reli dunno how to survive my holiday
They r leaving soon except for poor kid ricky.
Kl for them! We'll b apart so soon.
Sigh sigh sigh
They say miri no leng zai lik alvin quek, no stalker lik clement ho n no cocker lik ricky yong
Kiut! My three musketeers I would say!

Went to suria to watch movie.
Dance dance dragon :D
Err okok la since its a malaysia /Singapore made movie.

Home at 5.
Its Thursday tomoro! Goshhh time flies.
Alvin asked if im excited for studies. Actually quite at first but when tis goin to leave soon moment approach im sad. Real sad

IS sports carnival day!

Its been a bored bored week for me n my peeps
Hanging around everyday together.

Early morning got morning call by alvin darling
Fetched him n felicia
Woohoo gossips in car!
Mostly about our feli jie jie!
Congrats babyy! Felt so happy for ya!
Me wan polaroid for birthday :P
*Cough cough*

Went to damai hall to meet wif clement n ricky
Bsb competition!
Saw a lot of peeps
N most of all my monkey! Miss her tons!!! Lots of catchup tp do wif her thou
Saw my all time buddy noob fren! Changed iphone gong!!

Leave to school around 9am. Ricky nid fetch his baby carrie!
Off we go.
Feli failed her LCCI oops :/
Went for breakfast at fook yuan
Saw my cyt!
Miss her heaps!
Hug her tightly thou!

Companied alvin darling to taylors Concierge
Whoops the fees were stunning!
22k for foundation only
Pricy school! $.$

Went bac damai hall!
My mic lai babe macam sopo jiang hahaha!
Supports for her bsb comp!

Went to suria wit my peeps
Saw k min. Noob :P
Went to FULL HOUSE to chillout!
Price was reasonable n I lik the environment!!!!
Me likeyy!!!

Le menu, its like a storybook! Petit!

Our drinks! ;)

Went to kk food fest
Hangaround n fool a lot!!!
I will miss this moment very much!

Whoops gt an angpau from aunt! Yipee!
Time to stop!
Toodles! Nites yaw

Frustration

To say or not to say?
If I doesnt, I will definitely regret
If I do, I know the ans, it would b nothing
I don expect anything neither

He's not tat kind of guy who would be in a relationship or something
Or mayb its just me who only lik him without hesitation?

Four years. It not a long nor a short time
Wat shud I do?
I knew he wouldnt say yes, by my girl for sure
But I just wanna officially let him know tat I do reli care.

I dont wanna cry over a spilt milk later on
But how shud I tell u?
Thru phone? Kinda weird tis
Thru text? U never reply me neither
Face to face? I dont know

Quite disappointed
Am I reli so not important to u?
U don even realise tat im leaving on friday
Not a bit.
Date me on sunday? Sry but I had left on sunday

What do u want?
Im not a toy nor a doll.
I dont simply run over u when u nid me n make myself comfortable when u dont

I do care.
Seriously jealousy kills.
When the moment I knew tat ur goodie good good korean fans fren help u celebrate on 23rd
I feel lik ive lost u. Lost u totally indeed.